Once more, with feeling!
I have rebooted this blog many times, but I lose steam after ONE post and disappear for 2 years or so. Rinse, repeat. But I'm sick of that habit. Truly. I want to be better. I deserve to be better. My creativity (which feels like it is on life support) deserves better. So this is me, trying to become a better writer. And a better human being in general. I'm not a disciplined writer anymore, not that I was ever really disciplined. I just had a better habit of writing in the evenings when I was still in college. Once I dropped out I let that good habit fall to the wayside. I let depression rob me of my passion for the written word. I fell out of love with writing. I let depression tell me I was just a talentless hack who would never amount to anything in this life. I believed the lie. I became the lie. I stopped writing in mid 2016; I stopped fighting to find a reason to write. I silenced my own voice. And all the while my depression raged on, growing louder than ever and I had